You aren´t here anymore

I suddenly woke up from my slumber
And saw you full of doubts
I didn´t knew what to do, so I laid down my head again
Next morning your bed place were empty
The window wide open and a letter with my name

*I don´t need to read it to know you aren´t here anymore
I don´t wanna open it to see letters trying to explain it
I don´t have to go through these things to know
To know that you are not here anymore*

Empty room full of old memories
Empty chair full of no presence
Empty house full of nothing
Closet half dressed
And a letter pretending to hide the true

*Chorus

Happy music coming from the radio while I turn it off
Happy faces crossing through my window while I look away
Happy birds singing and happy barking
And happiness surrounds it all, then I see the letter…

*Chorus

I tried to think about anything else than the letter but
The wants to open it now are so strong that I can´t deny it
I want to see the sweet hidden lie inside

Then I opened it up and I read…
“Babe… my friend John suffered an awful accident
In two week I´ll be back, but I wanna be with him
Don´t be mad at me, but I didn´t wanted to wake you up
With love, your Sean”
And fool of me thought…

*Chorus (x2)