I won´t reach the longing sun

They say the good people are the first to pass away
They say the ones who misbehave must pay the heavy price
I can feel the England skies over and into me

*When they see my naked head just run away
They make me feel worser than before
I can feel their human “kindness”*
´I think I have never done someone wrong
I think I have never done something on purpose´(x2)

Now my will just tremble
I´ve this demon inside
But I know the last to laugh will be me
This demon grow making of me a weaker
But I´m the only one who decide when to go weak
Though I can´t ever get it
Seems like I´m walking into the fire
But I have still water though not much

*Chorus

I just wanted to live for my last time
The singing of the little sparrows
The shine of the sun
The sweet smell of the spring
But I guess I wanted too much
I know I´ll pass away before to see the longing sun again
And I´ll know when the day will get darker
I may be afraid but not more than now
I just found confort into me
As long as this world hasn´t show me neither one

*Chorus