Were not there

I could say that you were the biggest shit I ever knew
That you were so damn bored and annoying
But I would be lying… lying to myself
I could say that I have never liked to be with you
That you didn´t broke my heart neither my soul
But I would be lying… lying to myself

*You don´t know how much I would like to hate you
To snatch you away, just to pull you out of my mind
I know it would be much easier than treat this wound*

I´ve dream many times how you come back to me
That I wake up and find you be my side
But those dreams were not true
When I turn over you weren´t there
When I wake up you weren´t there
If that´s what reality offer I´d rather be into my dreams
Where you still haven´t gone away

*Chorus

After a whole lifetime we spent together
You just choose to leave me alone
Don´t you understand I build my life round you
That I depend on you
I don´t know another way
You´d made me believe in you
I´d counted on you
Please don´t say you don´t love me anymore
Don´t break my heart, don´t tear it apart

*Chorus

Maybe I could do like many people say
“Don´t bother I´ll be fine, I´ll overcome”…