Absolutely numb

Do you ever know how my heart beat?
Do you ever look me really in the eyes?
Was I just another game for you…
Then why do you married me?
Just to leave me lonely

In a home we supposedly built together
I see absolutely numb how you lead my life
As I was a puppet without words

*Stay absolutely numb when I see you
You come in, kiss my fronthead and go to your room
I wait for you everynight with the dinner at the table
You eat it all and say “Oh babe I´m so tired!”
And disappear to your room again*

I think now I´m one more of those frustrated wives
I miss something stray
Something I must find again

Do you ever really loved me?
Do you ever think of me?

I´m so alone I would get some pet
When what I really need is you

*Chorus

Do you remember when we kissed beneath the tree…
Was that also a lie…
Or was that the only true of our relation?

I wash your house, the dishes and your clothes
And each time I feel trampled by you
I feel how tears fondle my face
I know you mentality is as thin as a leaf
But it have the control over me

*Chorus