How to do?

*How do you do to live when there´s no air?
From where do you get the strenght to keep on?
In this hollow life that absorb it all (x2)*

I´m gonna fight with all my thoughts
You seem to have a lot of control of them
Sometimes I think on suicide, but my cowardice prevent me
My knees are too weak to keep on walking
I´m the one who hate me the most

I mean that you live how I want to
You are coming home and a warm home is waiting for you
You´re surrounded by friends and unknown people
I have nobody instead
No one waits for my kiss, no one needs my arms
I´m lonely on my own and it seems like no one care about
I don´t care to no one… Say I´m not right…
But my mind doesn´t hear and it feels so lonely

*Chorus

How did you climb that mountain without to fall?
Please help me I wanna climb too, but I ever fall down
I don´t get to clear the thoughts in my mind up
There´s a connection between me and the other side
My feelings go away and come back transformed
I know I´m not simple neither special
But there´s a point in the middle that don´t let you to come near

Just don´t let me fall, don´t allow them to hold me
I´ve failed in being alive but you make me proud
You could has left pass of time slaughter you
But you didn´t gave up and faced it instead
I´d wish have been a little bit like you
But what it´s too late… it´s too late and already dead
I´m still alive but with no heart inside
The shadows have own me long ago (x2)