It was

It had let to haunt my house
My eyes are weary now and my head aches
When I saw the mirror before it was there
I feel my entire organism crashing against the wall

*They don´t believe me, but I know what was real
It has made me fly so high until the roof
It was my company
It went away without saying when it will come back
It left me all by myself*

Tell me if it ain´t true why do I feel
Everything was happy and fun?
And now I feel the pain and grief (x2)

When I fell I felt the blood, but not nowadays
I see it running out of my skin, but it don´t taste like before
All the mood has disappear as well

*Chorus

It was everything to carry on with a lifetime
I feel I lose myself and I don´t like it
I just want it back and surrounding me again
So… tell me if what I say seems stupid to you
Because I felt love and company before
And now I feel hatred over me and fully isolation
Don´t bring me foolish words, cause I don´t receive them

*Chorus

This is my way to explain the working process of things
So let me rave… if that´s what you think
Just let me alone with this life
Cause I don´t called you (x2)

*Chorus (x2)