The need to die

I just want no more laughters at me (x2)
But how could I do
How could I do to make it different
´They don´t need me and less love me
At least that´s what I feel (x2)
And that hurts, oh… how it hurts…

It´s like a knife turning in my mind
I´m completely broke down
´I just wanna cry the whole day
Cry until I die and then keep on crying (x2)

There´s no time where I feel fine
I don´t lay blame on you
It´s just that I hate myself
By thinking this way
By everything I did and do
I hate to have the need to die (x4)