Stop to sprout

It´s a cloudy day, the rain fall on me
*This sprout into my womb
Awake a horror scene at my fifteens
Which makes me scare of all*

Day by day
*I must live in a living nightmare
And I can´t bear this preasure
I have the seed inside
From the man who killed my life*1

*Chorus

How can I get to bear this sorrow
That burns inside of my heart, brain,…?

*Chorus 1

Water can´t wash me at all
My body sick me
I can´t face the mirror
I don´t want to see her
She let all this happened
I hate her and cuss her
Why me… Why does shiver my hands?

*Chorus 1

There´s not one only day
I don´t think about to wanna die
Just close my eyes and believe
At least the bonfire into my womb...
Have stopped to sprout