Ain´t got it

*Borned twenty two years ago
Lived fifteen and the rest it´s blur
Now I´m feeling the burden*

I´ve always used to laugh
And where was time to cry
I´ve fought again with nails and teeth
But now it´s a fully new history

*I ain´t got the force anymore
I´m crawling before to try
I ain´t got the mind anymore
And I just let myself fall*

Before I got it much easier than now
I used to make a living
And don´t look for a living to survive
The more I grow the more crazy I go
Before fighting was like breathing for me
But now the things aren´t like yesterday

*Chorus

They criticize me for having
The soul painted with blood ink
But I can´t change the blue inside of my heart
I will love to but I can´t
I will give everything if I could smile again
But…

*Chorus (x2)

*First verse