Nine o´clock again

It´s nine o´clock again at night
And in spite of that it´s already three months since you been gone
I still dream to wake up from this nightmare
Open my eyes and see you lying by my side

My heart banished me for letting you go
Nothing it´s the same, before we´re running together
I don´t know what it´s life without you
Since we were children has joined us a friendship stronger than words
Stares and silences more significant than words

*That friendship turned into another kind of love
The kind that make you doubt and tremble
The kind that warm your soul and let it cold
A knot stronger than the reasoning*

But now I wander alone like a lost child
You told me you love someone else and I thought you loved me
Cars passing by my side as if I was invisible
That is what I would wish now

*Chorus

The knot break up and now I only feel pain
I wonder why had it happened to us?
I thought our thing were a different story
I really thought we won´t end like the others
But now I look in the mirror with the eyes filled with desillusionment
Because I truely loved you with all my heart

*Chorus

But reasoning won or maybe… no
Please don´t forget me… my love