No one will ever know it

Why is it that hard to turn feelings in words?
I find it so tough that I just can not
And so many feelings of mine disappeared in me

*No one knows what I really feel
And no one will ever know it
I just think I´m a mouth unable to open up
Tears drown into my own
I´d really like to come out
Like the sun do behind a cloud*

I know my eyes can say everything
But no one have ever dare to look inside
Someone says I´m sleeping with ghosts
Someone else says I´m to the edge of the knife
And I say everyone got good and bad times too
But people love to make up stories on the whole
Everybody pass through hard times sometimes
And no one can run away from pain
I can´t find the right words to say goodbye

*Chorus

I will ever fight against myself
To get open my mouth up
And cry when I´m bleeding
Try when I wanna giving up
And shout if pain wanna silence me
But I fear…

*Chorus