Eyes with pain

Today I understood that my father would kill me
If he discover what´s happening into my womb
And I´m sad and broken down
The father of my baby is the same age as me
I´ve been dreaming with pink clouds

*The father of my baby were with me
When I gave her away to a family
They were so happy and I fell down by inside*
Now I hate myself for what I did

*Since then my sleeps are not peaceful anymore
I still have that weakness in my knees*1

*Now you should be a very tall and beautiful Young lady
´I couldn´t see like you grew up
I couldn´t heal your wounds´(x2)
The only thing I could do for you was and is to cry*2

If I only would have more worth to face my father
And make with my life what I want
Please forgive me, my heart knows how much I love you (x2)
I´m your cowardly mother…

*Chorus

*Chorus 1

*Chorus 2