I that took it all

I that took it all
When and where I wanted
Find me begging love to a man
I that would believe no needing anything
I that don´t know the warmth of one home
Now I wanna have it

I´m confused cause I don´t know what I want
Before I thought that anything matters me
But I´m surrounded of this feeling
I knew a man who makes me look up to him
I´ve felt how he naked my mind
I don´t know if I felt fear or shame