To lose the wants to breath

A sad mother cry out loud for his son
In silence despair calls her
She know nothing would make her smile again
Pain is so deep and dark
If he´ll come back she´d be happy again
But she knows that´s imposible
For her it´s unbearable all what she´s living

She said “I wanna break down a wall
Or the person in charge
But I know it won´t give me back my heart
Only thing I have are my tears
It shames me to go on living
While he´s sleeping with the ground

I feel how a knife cutted me in pieces
I don´t wanna accept no see you no more
And share with you; our bliss and grief

Well… everybody think I´m fine now
But it´s not like that and I cry in silence
What I´d give just to hear one of your laugthers
There´s no name to describe this pain”