Not blind anymore

Sometimes you come to me with lots of contradictions
And others with so much tolerance
I was too blind to see what you really are
I punish my heart and brain by no making me look clear
I didn´t knew you at all, but after all time we spent
I thought you have changed
But I´m not blind anymore

You won´t see me runaway or hide away
Cause what I feel is pain, but I´ve understood you will never be loved
Just under a leash you would get to hold a woman (by fear)
You were my supposed dream come true
And now I understand how stupid I was
Just because a man come like shiny light
Doesn´t mean to be a salvation

So why do we act like completely idiots?
I want to see you kneeling in front of me (asking for forgiveness)
Crawling, crying and breaking down, down, down
Thank you for having you know well
Before you first sucker punch
And before it would be too late
I say goodbye - bye