Abandon

I was just ten years old when I saw
How my dear mom drown herself in her tears
I saw how each day softly took her air away
The day my mom married my dad was her dead

*She gave herself in a life without love
I saw how my dad mistreat her
Under threats she kept on with him
And these eyes of mine have seen it all*

I saw how my dad softly rob her life away
A life she threw away a morning day
Leaving me and my little brother behind with the beast

Until the day of today I still damn her
"Why did you have gone abandoning us"
I was just ten years old and Johnny five
"Didn´t you loved us? Cause we did"

*Chorus

I truely sorry the sorrow she have had
But I much sorry for John
"You don´t know how he missed you
Cause you wasn´t there when he woke up screaming
Mom you don´t know how much fury keep my heart
I can understand your pain
And someone with such a pain that wants to run away
But not when that one is responsible of two little lives
And you were it, mom and I can´t forgive you
I want it… believe me that I want it
But I just can´t"