Ann´s loneliness

Lover… I don´t know if I should say lover
Cause I don´t feel a lover on my side anymore
The love you give I can´t make myself believe it´s true
I always try to hold back a memory again and again
A beautiful picture with so much emotion and passion
But it has lost as long as a finger push the button to take the shoot

*Those memories that made me think it would get better
Those sweet memories that made myself deceive
At night I got you beside me but you´re not really there
You hold my body to mix yourself with me
And I can say I haven´t never in my life lived that loneliness
That loneliness you make me feel just touching my hand*

I´m just a shadow of the one I was once
A woman who died long ago and now only the shadow survive
I can´t even recognize the man I fell in love with
I´m disappointed of you and ashamed of my own
All these years I have let a nasty feeling grow
Once I thought you loved me but I have reach the top too
And from here I see things I don´t wanted to see and couldn´t see

*Chorus

I wouldn´t never has reacted if you wouldn´t hurt me the way you did
Now and only in this moment I have realice who you are
I have gave you all my loving, all of my cares
But now I take back all of my sweet words
This freezing water have get me to wake up
Or keep being the shadow of you asleep

*Chorus