Begin to live

If there would be a sweeter way to say goodbye
I would do it that way
But my lovely grandma you must understand
I´m drowing and I must find another way
To know myself, maybe another air clear my mind

*I feel I´m dying here the days pass me by
I want to find a way to survive
And believe me here I only find the way to die*
I can´t call live to this I got

*I just wake up in the morning
Do my job, go back home, eat some food
Maybe turn on the TV and swallow some drugs
To convince myself that my life make sense*1

Maybe it´s far from here where I can be glad
Please don´t make it harder for me
Just help me to dare this step

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I have left my tears on the platform
But when I wanted to turn back to you
I have felt your hand on my back
Then I turn over and I hear you say
“Go on, my love, know that I love you (x2)
And it´s for that love I wish you the best
Go and do your way may be that you make mistake
But learn about them and never look back
And don´t you regret about your decisions
It´s challenge ourselves how we really live” (x2)

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