Desperation (rest in my heart)

I´ve held your hand while you sleep
I´m here on your side since they told it to me
I have cried more than I have ever thought to can
I have damned this shitty life that enjoy in destroy
I have already fulfill all of the mandates of sadness, frustration and impotence
And now that I´m look at you it eat into me again

*My hands shiver and I think there´s no standing pillar in me
Is so great the desperation that rest in my heart
And derisory the thought to see you go away*

I don´t wanna give in to the possibility or the fact of reality
As they say everything got its price, but this is one I can´t pay
I condemn my own to pay you eternally, life
If you make him open the eyes

*Chorus

Sitting next to you I recall the day I´ve met you
Times of bliss that seem so remotes to me right now
Darling… who will give me one´s breathe to go on if you aren´t here beside me?
Don´t leave me alone in this desert world, filled with shadows
Have you heard me? I won´t be able to move away from your side

*Chorus

When restlessness knocked on my door
It came in doesn´t even waiting for me to see who it was
And I´m surrounded by memories that sink in my memory
Unfairness have already stretched out its hand again
And in a hug with no way out it have take me
I´m sitting on the floor beside the fireplace
And still knowing it´s impossible I´m waiting for you

*Chorus