Even so

How can I help you if I´m not even able to handle my own feelings
How can I?
Colours come and go so quickly
I´m not able to speak about how I feel
And sure… I´ll never be it
I wait for that strong embrace that never comes

*If life would be just a little bit easier
I wouldn´t find myself wondering why
All my life I´ve been going through the hell
And I have accept it, but now it´s enough*

I jumped on each fucking barrier
And I swam through the tide against
And I have never asked you anything
I was the first witness of your crime on me
And even so I have never claimed it to you (x2)
You putted me the heaviest rocks on my way
And even so I have ignored them (x2)
And all for what? Just to suffer more

*Chorus

I always thought life would be better
If I don´t spend too much time thinking about
Now I realice life will never be better
Cause this is all about fear and doubt and living
And I´m not disposed to follow your game
So if you want to keep on playing
I´m out of here

*Chorus