Face reality

It´s so hard to get the words to come out
But being alone seems to be easier to get them out
I feel so vulnerable in front of you
But being alone seems to be I´ve grow braver
My god how much can someone feel disappointed about itself

*How much can someone think to be in a way
But in front of truth that way is completely against you
I thought to say thousand things to you
But I only get to say just four or five*

I thought I was filled with courage
But I only saw that courage on the movies
Think I fell deeper cause I was so blind
I really thought I was someone else
Someone that don´t doubt about her decisions
Now I find myself discussing about each thing
What had happened to me? (x2)
Why am I not the way I thought to be?

*Chorus

I wonder why luck left me aside
Cause in each thing there must be luck
Only with luck you get to survive no matter what
I used to think that it was on my side but not at all
Now I´m broken down and it´s all my fault
I´ll never make this mistake again cause now I´m aware
Yes I am even though it hurts as nothing I´ve tasted before
I´ll search the way to find a strong anchor
One last thing “self... forgive me one more time
I know I´ve hurted you but I´ll make it better
I love you and I can´t allow myself to lose you”

*Chorus (x2)