Feeling miserable

*I´m feeling miserable today
I want so much things, but I want you to go*

I´m not strong to say you goodbye
But this ache is only for you
I know I won´t face you awake
I dare myself now cause you´re sleeping
And it´s so easy to let you go

*I feel I´m no fair with you
I´m the first that damn myself
Cause I´m smiling at you when I don´t want to*

My heart is crying and I gag it cause it hurts to look at you
I know it must end but I know I won´t say a thing as well
I don´t know if you´ve notice but I´m a little bit fearful
And I hate myself cause there´re no reasons to let him go
But something inside doesn´t feel quiet alright

*Chorus

Oh… you were always so kind, so lovely
I feel I become in a murder for being thinking to say goodbye
You´ve held me between your arms, so sweet
You´ve stood behind me to don´t let me fall, so careful
You´ve stayed for hours next to me just to hear the scars of my heart
You were and are all a girl can wish for
But unfortunately I´m not one of them

And I´m so sorry, baby, but my heart got its own will
I think I´m a shit for what I´m gonna do with you
But your understanding eyes hurt much more than I´ve ever thought
I knew if I´d go you´ll stick a knife in my soul
“Without want to”… (x2)

*First verse