First time I saw you

I saw you for the first time on a train
Watching through the window and looking at me
I was so captured of your stare
Since then I only think in that day

But I don´t want to want you
If you don´t want to want me
I don´t want to think of you
If you don´t want to think of me
I don´t want to feel your lips
If you don´t want to feel mine

But how do I do to know
That what I feel is positive or negative
How do I do to know
That I don´t get false illusions
I torture myself day and night
Trying to don´t think about
But I must recognize I only think of you

You shall think I´m crazy
To write this letter to you
Madness, imprudence, dreamer???
All mixxed up, don´t know…
I just wanted to share my feelings
It´s not the old used, but it´s easier
And that way you won´t see me cry
When you drive me back

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