Five years

It´s been five years already, sweetheart
I remind your smile on the sun still
The shower falling upon you
Making your dress a part of you

*It´s been five years trying to make you live
Through memories and pictures
I remind how you took me into your arms still
You lips so soft as a peach
Who knows what are you doing right now
Are you here ot there, on or off?*

I try to occupy my mind with anything
Because evertime I stand still thinking of you
Is another day trying to reach you faster
Nothing here really import me at all
My life?... a space filled with a job I hate
Friends? That never are there when I need them
Family? Only worry about fights and Money
No, these five years without you wasn´t life at all
Everybody seem to have overcome the loss of you
But I´m not as strong as you have ever thought, no… I´m not

*Chorus

I just want to hold you again
Caress the happiness and smile by a joke
But damn it! I´m a dead alive
My life is a dark hole that everyone fill with shit
Loneliness it´s eating it all
My body
My heart
My soul
My everything…