Getting used to

Don´t look at me as if you already knew my answering
Shut those eyes, don´t you dare to play the innocent
When you are anything, but that

I know you like to see me bleed
And I hate to let you hurt me
But my unconsciousness is stronger than me
Cause you had harmed me before a thousand times
And look at me I´m at your side again

*I guess that life´s blows are getting used to yourself
And you hoped to find security as a dog with his boss
And I´m seriously breakdown*

Wanting it or not I still believe you can save me
I still think you are the only one who love me
And if you think I´ve done wrong I must be punished
Too many times I´ve covered up myself with those words
Lying at myself for the fear of you
You can lie everyone, but you and it´s what I´ve done
I know I should go but I´m weak on my knees
And I know I need help because I can´t alone
But when for the first time I dare myself to go to the police
They have passed me by, sending me back home by absence of proofs
Until I don´t enter into the deadbed on my own they say to can´t do anything

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And I´m at home with a broken rip cause you´ve found out of my leaving
And some drops of blood are falling from my nose dying my dress
But that can´t compare to the broken heart of mine crying out loud
How eveybody dare to say stop the violence against the women
And when one arrive looking for help they just look away
This ain´t how it will end on the contrary they feel more powerful
Knowing no one will ever do something about and like that on and on

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There are thousand of weak woman out there
And they need help and me too, please help…

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