I want to

I´m looking west and now east
I´m holding that and now this
And I just wanna throw it all away
Sometimes I wanna hide myself
And there´s moments I wanna shout to be find
I wanna die and live forever (delete the last thing)
I wanna stand up in the middle of the street and cry

*I wanna look you in the eyes and say you how you bother me
But just to behave I won´t say a word, just to be a lady
What the hell manners are gone and with them your cleverness*

If you think I should calm down then I won´t never rest again
Walking like a whore on the street, as you ever said
But hey bullshit I feel fine with the life I chose to led
And you instead of that are you happy with your big fat tie?
Maybe I´m crazy or maybe you just want me to be it
Because reality scares, ain´t it true?

*Chorus

I´m left here all alone no love ones at my side
No friends I don´t care they have never exist the same
The only one I had by my side was Tino
A little friend that got his usual departure floating in the washroom
I couldn´t never forget the eyes he shown me for the last time

*Chorus

I have never looked further than my nose
I have never judge the lives of someone else
But my life seem to be national inheritance
Everybody point their fingers to say there goes the whore
They´d wonder if they´d knew what I think of them
Talk about a woman who´s broken down and never had anything
Neither a home nor love, someone who only suffer
Must be really clever the one who open up its mouth

*Chorus