I will not be

Sitting in a balcony of a flat in the centre
I let hours pass staring the floor
Phone ring and ring, but I don´t pick up

*”Love of mine if you´re there please talk to me
It´s been hours since I haven´t heard about you
Children ask me about you
When you´d hear this message, call me!”*

And I keep on trying to hide
To don´t give you the news and make you cry
Neither I get to stop my tears

*Chorus

I drive to home and hear music in the car
Souvenirs flying in my mind
When I arrive I put out the engine
And saw the three of you playing in garden
I dried my tears and gone down the car
Children jumped to my arms
And you smiling kissed me
I told you I gotta something to tell you
Children run away to set the table
Your face was white, but no tear fell
You said “Is it true?... it doesn´t matter, we´ll go ahead!”

*Chorus

Many times we would like to cover up the sun with a finger
But we perfectly know it´s impossible
Acceptance! And go ahead like we always have did