Insomnia

The love of my life went away from my side
When I ended to get to know him
He´s broke up my heart and carried the pieces away

*Now I just wake up with nostalgia
With what could have been…
With what would have been my life
If that love wouldn´t have leave it
If spite and haste in set up a family
Haven´t make me forwarded to the facts*

*What is it that I have left of this life?
I couldn´t control my future nor my present*1

I sleep beside a man whom work at the bank
My two children sleep at the next room
The girl got her face cover up with metal
And the boy a t-shirt of tattoos
Time has spaced out us
Now I only watch their steps not saying a word
They wouldn´t hear me the same

*Chorus

I´ve always thought I had everything I want
But it wasn´t like that
I wouldn´t be awake at this hour
The clock mark 6am (if you want to know it)
I´m in front of this papier making some questions
That I can´t respond, rather I don´t want to

*Chorus

I see his hand looking for me, just to shelter him
But he don´t find the wanted and give up
That remind me of myself one more time

*Chorus 1

My bones feel so heavy and my mind is a whirlwind
The neon lights are going out cause the lights of dawn have come
And I go back to bed for that arm foreign to my desires
Surround me and find the dream and I do it once again
I give up in front of somebody´s elses desires being selfish with myself

*Chorus