Living through me

Hello Freckled! Can you hear me or see me at least?
Cause you would know that each 4th May I break down
I make a cake each year I buy another candle
I truely begin the day full of merry
But when I light the candle and see how it goes out

*Those typical things that make me realice you´re not here anymore
Though you went away since five years ago
I keep on believing that you´re out for a journal
And you will come back*

If now you believe I´m crazy it´s because you haven´t see me
The first time you birth another year when you already went away
Today everybody tell me how I acted that day
And I couldn´t believe that the one of who they spoke was me

*Chorus

I have ever wonder to myself why
Why did you got on that car?
If I only would have had arrived a shortly before
I know it was an accident, I know it wasn´t my fault
But what can I do when I feel this way

Baby… you meant so much for me and now I don´t know the way
I´m aware that I got all my life ahead and I know it will be harder
Sometimes I need someone to speak with
And with who I used to speak was you

*Chorus

I just want to say you´ll keep on living through me
I won´t let you die, I won´t never let to cry for you

*Chorus