More than lost

*I´m lying on this park´s bank
Looking up the sky counting the stars
And thinking… thinking about my whole life*

I´ve raised in a little town with my mom
With sixteen years old and a rucksack I moved away
I´m sure the place I´ve stay the most was five months long
I´ve never spoke much with people

*Ever lived lock in my own world
The only language I´ve used to use was the bodily one
And I´ve made love without love
Feeling myself more than lost*

Feeling myself like shit scattered on the wall
Being out of wishes, living a day and later another one
I´m twenty five years old and no place is my home
My home is in my body and it ain´t warm
I know there´re thousand of people out there
But I want a happy end as well

*Chorus (x2)

I had to crash my knees against the floor to realice
That I can´t longer live this way cause it´s killing me
It´s breathing all my air in, letting me facing the floor
I´ve never made a wish, but tonight I´m that lost…
That I ask please if there´s something out there for me then…
Come and find me
Give force to my knees just to walk a little bit more
Help me to stand up I can´t do it on my own

*Chorus

*First verse