Obstinacy

There was a shadow standing in my door
Although fear slide along my back
I started to get nearer, he turned around
And I fell on my knees

When I searched the shadow again
I couldn´t found it
I think I have scare it
Though he wasn´t the only one wanting to run away
Maybe I´ve just dreamed it
But it has felt so real

*Maybe I´m only talking nonesenses
By so much time alone
House feels so big and cold
I´m the only one in this old building
And I´m feeling so lonely*

I´ve called you a million of times
And a million of times I´ve hung up (x2)

Tried to stay awake with coffee
Cause I don´t wanna fell asleep in here (x2)

*Chorus

I feel so hopeless but I haven´t money to another roof
This is all I have and all I can afford
I know you have propose me a place to stay
But I´m too stubborn now to say yes

Friend of mine even if I know shame doesn´t exist between friends
I fell once again in my obstinacy
The million and one call I start to cry
Some minutes later you were waiting for me in my door

*Chorus