One second of relief

I feel that bad that I don´t care you see me crying
I really thought I could with everything, but gradually I go collapse
And I don´t know how to start again
I know you always have to look ahead
And I have ever done it
But I get sicked looking to be the strong one

*I just want one second of relief
Flee to the field and breath pure air
Forget the worries I have got
And say I am happy*

It was so much things which happened these last months
That I already don´t know I really don´t know how to do
Everything load on my shoulders
And with so much weight I can´t lift up

*Chorus

I know it´s a madness, but escape with me
Let´s take a mentals hollidays
Let´s leave it all behind and later we´ll see
But now please give me your hand

*Chorus