The painfulest letter that has ever reached your hands

´Just one minute ago he was sitting at my side
With a sadness imposible to explain´

You thought at least he was there
And you kept on watching TV
While in his room the doors of hell are opening
The arms of Satan are taking him
He sang a song from which he couldn´t ran away
And now you cry, you were one minute late
He left a letter to you

*"I don´t know where I can begin
I know that what I did it´s wrong
I know that just the thought it´s wrong
But nothing made me stay
I was hollow inside and outside
In fact I don´t know how I bear all these years
I know you´re crying because of me
And you don´t know how much I´m sorry
I know I´m the greatest fucking selfish person
Please understand I must end with this anguish"*

You couldn´t end the letter that felt from your hand
As your whole body does and tears too
There was nothing in which you could grab
Nothing relieved the pain you carry in
´Cause this was the painfulest letter
That have ever reached your hands´(x2)
Tears rolled down on your face
You never thought he was that down
You really never saw how he was sinking himself
He don´t felt loved though you love him above all
He was just a boy that lived ever alone
A lonely boy

*Chorus

*First line

And you thought
He was there at least…