Sad drunker

All my friends told me I should better stay clean
That if I want to I will get it
But it ain´t easy, it ain´t easy at all
It feels horrible to can´t control yourself

*You want it but when the need come you turn blind
And it´s too hard to get something I just can´t do
Everybody keep saying me I can if I put my whole soul in
But it ain´t true I tried it, god knows I´ve tried*

And always when I think I have get it
I wake up again beside a bottle of whiskey
I feel so lost and I hate myself with such a strenght

*Chorus

I mean I need your help if I´d come out
I need your hand, please don´t let me fall
´I´m aware I can´t do it on my own
And less I can´t do it by my own´(x2)