Scattered puzzle

I´m staring a little moth crashing against a brilliant bulb
Tears are rolling down my face and slide towards my mouth
Take out my tongue and drink them (x2)

I´m tough, I´m brave, I´m someone that everyone shows respect
But it´s only a wish of my mind (x2)
Sometimes I feel lost, but then I think I find myself again
Things aren´t never what I want (x2)
The sound of a guitar strings are the prettiest thing I´ve ever heard
I play myself but the strings aren´t that beautiful (x2)

I´ve got a wonderful cat that I love over all
And I got a music machine on with very nice sounds coming out
And a song I´m writting right now down

Loneliness can´t understand I don´t want it to visit me
And sadness feels itself like home
They don´t hear at me when I throw them out

*My life begun since twentyone years ago
But I got thousand pieces that doesn´t fit in this puzzle
I have already made the base but the inner is scatter around (x2)*

It would be nice just to sneak out of your life, just for a minute
But life ain´t about the easy way, it ain´t about of right choosen
I haven´t a clue of what´s about I just wanted to add another phrase
I got my family which give me the strengh to go on with this life
And a foolish heart thinking itself with more right to speak than me
I don´t like to stay quiet when words are in my mouth
I don´t like to stay in the same place for long time
I am terriblely insecure of my own
And very often I feel like shit wanting to cover my head
And forget it all, but when I open the eyes I see another day is coming

Then I stand up I gonna the kitchen and wash the dishes
While I hear music behind me

*Chorus (x2)