Talking about resignation

Talking about resignation
Do you want me to forget my father
Or do you meant I should forget my brother?
I know it ain´t easy to advice someone
But the hardest part is hearing those hollow advices

*You can´t ask me to forget my love ones
Cause resignation is bury a pain and I just can´t
I would had liked to be in their places and they in mine*

Don´t call on my phone anymore!
I don´t wanna hear your fucking sorries anymore
Just leave me alone, leave this sorrow bury me
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
I just can´t stand up for feeling so weak on my knees
Tears seem to have get used to my face
They don´t wanna leave what they have tasted

I crawl to the kitchen for a glass of water
Thought I´ve saw you through the window
Holding Micky in the arms and the two of you laughing
I let my glass fall on the floor

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*I know you mean it good, but in this case for me
Resignation means forgetting*1

And I won´t never ever forget, neither forgive the beast
Talk about accident if you want, talk about don´t wanted to did it
But never ever expect from me one “I forgive you”
Maybe I´m wrong, maybe I´m mean
Maybe you just touched me on my Achiles heel
And knew my face without disguise

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