That secret

I can´t sleep I´ve turned a thousand times in bed
Finally I stood up and took a drink of milk
It´s useless… the insomnia didn´t left me

I putted on the radio for voices get me to sleep
As when I was a little child
Not only don´t get to put me to sleep
But they become in unbearable noise too

*It makes no sense at all I stand anew up
And went out the balcony to get some air
But I can´t help to think in that secret
I have not confess you yet*

´It ain´t because there´s no time or place
It ain´t because you´re distant or hard to speak
Is just me who haven´t the guts to face you
And tell you the truth, that truth being that true kill my soul´(x2)

*Chorus

In a stupid way I´m in front of papier in white
And I begin to write, write words that define gentle and better
That secret that suffocate me from inside
I have never thought I could be able of anything
That I have always repudiate and I don´t want to say sorry
Because it would mean to recognize my crime
A truth I had deserted now with new thoughts

It hurts so to think how to find the melody
That go with this sad and depressed statement

*Chorus

I know you too good to know I got no right having you
My own doubts eat into me, blood seem have to clot into my veins
I´ve thought there was no way to make me feel worser
But then I get back to bed and wrap me up
Your turned towards me surrounded me with your arm
That embrace filled with tenderness and security
That now let me standing in front of the abyss

*Chorus