Too heavy

I woke up with wants to sleep today
I can´t explain the loneliness into my skin
I´m sitting on my bed again
It´s summertime, my room is dark
The sails keep on turning but I feel hot still

*Wish I could take out my mind and throw it away
I´m very tired I will throw myself in a sleep if I could
But there´s things I just can´t handle*

Wish I could know what my subconscious think
I feel I´m so lost and I can´t see placards to go back

*Sometimes I just wanna disappear
Cause things are too heavy for me
I can´t even speak with my pillow either
Cause it don´t even can´t hear
Why is it so hard? Why can´t we walk without stop us*1

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I feel I can´t breath
Everything give thousand turns
My knees are knocking
I can feel the sorrow in my heart

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Please take me and blow my heart
Cause I think it´s dead

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