Would have it killed me?

I still remember to hear her say
“Mom I´m in my bedroom!”
I was so fool, so selfish
I knew she was that down
But I haven´t never ask her “how are you?”
And now I want to throw myself in front of car
Just make myself pay for her life

*She was all my life and I´ve pushed her to leave me
She not even had friends to damn me for my isolation
She was ever that lonely and filled with misery*

I damn my own
Would have it killed me to care a little more?
Now what kills me is haven´t did it

*Chorus

I know I´m tied to suffer forever
And pay that way for my stupidity
I hope to live forever to pay what I have did
´Now that I haven´t her anymore
I realice how much I miss her
Now that it´s too late
I realice how much I love her
Now that I can´t breath anyway
I realice how much I need of her smile´(x2)

*Chorus