Don´t blame me no more

I´m not here to blame you…
*But did you knew how lonely I felt
Each time you took your hand away?
Did you knew how my doubts grew without you on my side?
Did you knew I have problems with demostrations of love?
Did you knew it? (x2)*

I know how I got to be a part of you
And that it must have been hard for you
But realice that it wasn´t my fault…
Your eyes look at me with contempt… (when you deign to look at me)
Your sighs make me realice that you don´t care about my presence
Your indifference always killed me

*Chorus

Look at me I´m a 25 years old boy
And I´m hungry for your love, mom
Maybe I have a more disordely life than you had
But hey… if the problem was me, then…
You could have putted yourself in my shoes
And don´t bring me to life

*Chorus

I know the hard time you spent through
And I feel compassion for you
I know the horror you passed through discovering me
And I feel compassion for you
I know the bloody tears you have shed since then
And I feel compassion for you

Did you ever thought about me?
Did you realiced the bad time I spent through all alone?
Did you knew I suffer under the idea of the suicide?

*Chorus

As I don´t blame you for your abandon
No… please don´t blame me for your disgrace

*Chorus

I feel pain when you pass me by
And shame for having come to you
I get me to despise my own
You and only you… the only one I let come in
I guess I gave you more power than the one you deserved to

*Chorus