Maybe I deserved it

Mom… I´m already dead
You think I died the day you found me
But I died long time ago
When you still could looked my eyes

I loved to feel the sun on my eyes
I loved to feel its warm on them
To believe to be and not to owe
To dream I can and no I owe

*Maybe I deserved to be that unloved
Maybe I deserved to be that bad
I just tried to be as good as I could
I just tried to be who you wanted me to be
I didn´t get to feel better
I didn´t get to lie at myself
So forgive me cause I failed again
I failed the day I believed I couldn´t*

I never spoke straight to you
We just didn´t knew to comunicate that way
I didn´t learned and I won´t learn it now
And you will just never know my true

*Chorus (x2)