Realist

I can´t remember when I was happy
Sadness and lonliness corner me
Anyhow I´m alone
Nothing makes me laugh
´I feel myself like a statue
At the edge of destuction´ (x2)

*I don´t believe this can change
But I don´t see everything black
I´m just realist*

There´s a battle liberating
Everyday intside of my soul
Sadness against lonliness
Finally the both tie
My happniess is so small
And besides it´s up trapped
That when it saw the battle just give up

I have so much pain
That I just shed it
This is too much for me
And too much for you
In the meantime I wait
Because I have nothing to do

*This life without meaning
Maybe I should not think this way
But I do
I know this is a sad message
But it´s mine
And I shed blood for that abscence of happiness
That I miss so bad*1

*Chorus
*Chorus1