Dying slowly

Why do I feel so down?
I´m so tired of feeling a knife in my lungs
Always living with this cloud above

*I´m weary of everything, even to live
I just want to feel better
I know you see me as a stupid girl
Without force*

But how do you think I´ve arrived to this day?
Why if you think I´m an ash… don´t kill me?
Why if I´m just in your way… don´t extermínate me?
What the hell impede you to do it? (x2)
Why do you treat me as I was a princess
And later as Cinderella?
I´m tired of you, yes I´m full of rage

*Chorus

I can´t bear the way you avoid me
I feel I´m dying slowly
And you don´t even realice it
I got so much words I want to say
But you wouldn´t hear them anyway

When I speak to you I sense I´m speaking with the wall
When I look at you I think I see a cold statue

*Chorus

Life have mercy on me
And please make me sleep
Cause these waking eyes only bear the pain
And I can´t keep on like that