Though I´m not

I don´t know which way to go
I wish I got a clear mind
And not much fear in my question
I would like to ask you...

*Do you still love me?
Though I´m not that interesant
Though I´m not the girl you like
Though I´m not the girl in which you set your high hopes
Though I´m not even the girl I want to*

Do you look at me with another eyes now?
Did I disappointed you?
Am I the nightmare you got everynight?
I wonder if there will be tears
Upon the flowers over me
I´m truely sorry to don´t be the girl of your dreams
I´m deeply sorry to don´t fulfilled your hopes

I ask to myself the same question over and over
But the words never touch my lips
So it lies in an unanswered question

*Chorus

I´m sorry that to be better for myself
Means to be no better for you
Maybe these are ridiculous things
Maybe I say all this by fault
And maybe I say it cause it´s what I feel

*Chorus