Mama I forgive you

It was hard come here and look in your eyes
The eyes that has let that each night I crawled to the corner
Fearing father´s mood asking myself why did you ever fall?
Why haven´t you ran away? Always saying he´ll change
Hiding fear behind some make-up and smiling

*I´m so sad I was it then and I keep on being it
Mama I´ve did the same mistakes you did too*

Mama you´re already a grandma and you are it since five years ago
And I haven´t told you this like you have never told grandma about me

*Mama I have met the same little friends you did too
They always get me high and I ever tried to fly a little more
With some bottles of expensive alcohol to get them down
Mama I have learned from you and now everybody say I did wrong*1

I still remember when I was a little child thinking you were a goddess
Oh god… how stupid I was thinking you care about me
Half of my troubles were because of you and the rest are all by myself
Too many times I´ve carried this wound inside and I need to seal it

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Mama it was hard for me to come and say
That I forgive you for everything, let´s seal this wound together
Please just say you will give it a try
Let´s kill the devils of the past and hold my hand
You owe me protection I´ve never ask it you for
But now you do because I owe it to my child
Mama he wanna see me healthy and I wanna be it to be with him

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I seal my past´s wounds to can go ahead
Or seal them cause I owe it to myself

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