Repentence

I have been always attracted by the fire
I have always wanted to know if it could burn me
I have been going through this world
Letting no one come near to speak of themselves
Maybe I was a bastard, but what can I do if I don´t care

*I have never felt something nice about someone
I have never felt myself form part of this world
Some say I´m an ice woman I´m not worth for*

It doesn´t matter what I say if they keep on thinking like that
Many people tried to talk with me and I drove them back
I don´t know what have changed, what have made the dust fall
But I´m drinking this glass of wine with the empty bottle beside
And I´m starting at the bar, hearing some Jazz in the backgroung

Maybe I have deserved it for having been so mean
I won´t say sorry because I´ve never learn to say it
But I think that being here is somehow an apology
I can only realice I was wrong and you were right
But my words are completely hollow and they even hurt

*I must say I´ve hurted the one I loved the most
He has trusted in me when nobody else did it
He has gave me his hand when everyone has looked away
He´s the little son of my sister and he´s my eyes*1

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He said he would come to meet me at this bar
And I´m waiting for him to come
There he come with a sad smile and I´m who´s to blame
He saw my eyes and for the first time I think I have cried
He held me between his little arms
And said I do, yes I do

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