Why can´t I?

If you see me shine why can´t I?
If you see me doing fine why can´t I?
It must be because I don´t appreciate myself

*I would like it to change but I just can not
Won´t anybody never help me to come on my problem?
Won´t anybody never dare to hit me when I´m wrong?*

I think I need a hand of trust
Cause I don´t trust enough in myself
I feel like I´m dying lay down at the river´s shore
My skin is cold and the water as well
I know it´s only in my mind, but it hurts too much

*Chorus

If you see I can do anything, why can´t I?
If you see I´m able to see the beauty, why can´t I?
You say I´m a wonderful girl that still haven´t found out to shine
You say pretty things to me but I don´t believe them

*Chorus

You see the humbleness in me and I don´t
You see the good heart in me and I don´t
I just see my fucking fear, my uglyness
I long for things I want, but my blindness don´t let me see they´re by my side

*Chorus (x2)

Why can´t I? (x3)