Path down

Into the night sparkles a little light
It´s a bright colour that gets me dumbfounded
Since two or three months ago, my doctor said
I got a mortal disease (a cancer)

*I remember that day how his words broke me down
And how all in a sudden a part of me has died there
I´m all out of strength
I´m sad and lonely with no tears to cry*

Now I´m lying on my couch at my living room
And I´m watching TV but it doesn´t get to make me forget
I remind how he said I got weeks, months maybe years ahead
But I could die the next morning as well
Someone got the symbolic thread of my life to cut anytime
I can´t explain what does it feel to hear to have certain time of life

*Chorus

I´ll know the path down to always suffer more
And in fact I won´t know it, because I can´t know what I´m already know
It´s so painful that it takes all of your being out
I always feel weaker and I feel that useless

*Chorus

I can´t live like that anymore
Cause this ain´t living no more
I just wander around my house
I don´t get out of it because sunshine hurt my eyes
And to walk at night I am already too weak
I can´t walk alone either and I got no one by my side

*Chorus

I thank my nurse Sarah with who
I couldn´t live without anymore
I can´t do anything without her
I can´t even brush my teeth
And Sarah who become in a friend to me said
“I will never leave you alone!”