The awakening

It´s five in the morning and I´m sitting on my bed with crossed legs
I have spent a lifetime beside you
Wearing this golden ring that you gave me one day to always recall it to me
This ring almost fall from my finger because of your “it doesn´t matter me”

*These are some thoughts I´m sharing with you while you sleep
But tomorrow I will pack some things up and say it out loud*

I truely thought that we were special, some kind of fresh and smart love unknown
Then I “woke up” one day seeing this hole swallow me whole
Always thought that when I stayed at home was it my own will
But I come to realice that it wasn´t that way
And that only let me thinking about how blind I was

*Chorus

The breeze woke me up and sunbeams caresses my feet
You sleep peacefully beside me and snores with no shame
I knew that if I persevere I would just get more cold walls
This day I let it clear for once and for all
Though I married you ten years ago I must say I don´t know you at all
And these strange reactions of you sometimes scares me

*Chorus

Another month pass by and I keep on strong decided to tell you everything
Though right now it ain´t convenient, but I will find the right time…

*Chorus