Crime I thought

Day is grey and my bones are frozen
I´m walking on the street and all of a sudden I see
Someone who warm me up all of a sudden
And I´m bewitched by him and I only watch him
I know well how my parents will react

*My father would say “over myself you become a queer”
My mother would crying say “goodbye”
And I´m all alone into my little room
Punishing myself for the crime I thought about*

I try hard to forget him but I don´t get it
I must pay for my nasty thoughts
Lord! Forgive me cause I have sinned
I´m kneeling in front of the mirror and I see
A nasty slim body with mud on the face
I ran to bath and try to wash it away
But his smile and hair follows me everywhere

*Chorus

It´s been a while since he´s around
I tried to don´t meet him but I failed
I saw the temptation and I fell
Lord… I know I got no forgiveness
Please have mercy with me and take me with you
Though I´m dirty…

*Chorus… will say…
… will cry saying…
… for the crime I made (x2)